Oh baby…

You remember that night, don’t you? To be honest, i doubt you’ll ever forget it.

it’s been six months since i last wrote you a fantasy. that’s how long ago it’s been since i abandoned EGAM for EOTOS… that’s the time it’s been since That Awful Incident.

Now of course, our situation is a little different. By mutual consent, lest we forget.

It’s just that certain things haven’t changed. Never changed. Probably never will change, if we’re honest with ourselves and each other.

The other night, i know you wanted me. i could feel it - not just physically; i could see it in your eyes, read it all over your face. Our souls communicated as they always do - perfectly synchronized, and with fluent mutual understanding. Because you know i wanted you too. So much.

This morning, i thought back to that moment. that deciding moment, when you had the courage and strength to stop me doing something utterly obscene and filthy that we’d both have enjoyed immensely, but would ultimately have screwed us both up for a long time.

We needed that distance. For then, at least.

But this morning, i could not stop my mind from wondering… what if i had not heeded your words of warning?

What if, slowly — yes, ever so slowly, and sensually, i had not removed myself? If i had allowed you to slide all the way unside me?

You, breathing shallow, eyes glossy with desire, hard as you have ever been. Me, warm, soft, wet and ready for you, surrounding you, engulfing you, almost a part of you.

But not moving. My eyes never leaving yours for a second.

You pushing against me. Just once, but it’s the sign i am waiting for. i still don’t move, other than to fractionally grind myself against your hips, allowing you to push deeper and penetrate me further.

Your eyes still haven’t left mine, and the intensity of feeling is growing stronger by the second.

Just as I think i can no longer bear it, I see that look on your face. That look that I know and love. That look that tells me in no uncertain terms that you are going to make love to me in the way you know we both adore.

And you do. You suddenly thrust into me, and all thoughts of tenderness and softness are lost in a rush of passion. I respond with fervour, grinding back into you, feeling you push and penetrate my inner core. My thighs wet, dripping with my cum as your pre-cum mixes with it. My breasts, warm and full, yearning for your mouth. And there it is, your tongue encircling my nipple, licking me gently before you take my nipple between your teeth and bite down, firmly but gently, sending me onto planes of ecstasy that I had forgotten existed.

I ride you hard, the way you love. I feel your soft beautiful ass between my hands, and stroke you once before using you to pull myself over you, bringing you closer to your peak. I release your cheek for one second, before i slap you, gently, and then again, slightly harder. Your breath quickens and your eyes meet mine, and i nearly melt with longing for you.

You are bucking now, and we are in a synchronized frenzy of excitement: I can feel the pressure on my G-spot and i spiral upwards into heavenly bliss… until you cry out my name and come, shooting spurts of love juice deep into me.

You pull me towards you, and kiss me full on my lips, your tongue teasing mine, your fingers tracing snakes through my hair as it tumbles around your face. I return your passion, and lick your lips softly, nibbling you, drinking you in. Not having felt this happy and content in months.

I so wish this were true and not a fantasy. I know we cannot be together in the sense that we’d both like but circumstance dictates is impossible. But at least here, within my heart and soul, you are warm, naked and mine forever.

Always yours, with all my love baby…

Evil Minx